sianz. im tired. but dont really wanna spend the time sleeping. been thinking about someone a bit, since yesterday till today. wonder if i really like him or is it because i just wanna like someone so i think i like him. which i think is not really the case.
whatever it is, shant think too much about it now. met dellia today, cant recall the last time i saw her, or i saw her on the first day of school but the last time i spoke to her was probably... sometime at the beginning of this year. yeah. who's going for the founder's day dinner? if nobody's going i dont wanna go also. its a wednesday and i have sports and wellness till 5 plus... how am i to rush there. hmmm see lor maybe i just wont go. after all i dont miss our class that much. i sure would like to, but there's no one to miss anyway. and no one will miss me too. fair. then ive been like wasting so much money already, going will only throw another $60 away, and in the end its not like i'll have a great time, i think i'll just sit there smile occasionally and leave early.
anyway, sigh we have another locvdp project. quite sianzified, coz have to stay back and waste time on it, when i could be using the time to sleep or copy notes (most prob sleep coz mondays i sleep in the morning and wake up in the morning... geddit right) yeah but well. mass comm expected lah, little sleep.
just now i went to jp and then passed by the cd shop and came out with f.i.r cd... their songs are nice tho the girl faye, she likes to kinda shout the high notes, but they dont sound bad so its alright. i like most of their songs, esp the first 8. they're the nicer ones.
hmmm. think i'll go and eat an ice cream or eat this packet of 3 oreos sitting here looking at me. im not hungry, i had lunch at 4pm. but well.
sigh im not looking forward to this weekend at all. tmr i have choir and we have to memorize the song because sunday is xian chang, but i havent even had time to look at the score, and this song is more complicated than the prev one which i screwed up, so i wont let history repeat itself. then somemore sunday i have to lead my first kids worship, and then tiffany's not coming and she's supposed to do it with me, now i either have to do alone, which i cant since i dont know how to do it at all and the sequence of things, or i have to ask someone else, like beat or florence or yixin or tianyu, who will all surely have some reason they cant do with me. so how? and tmr after choir have to plan this kids worship. tmr im trying to go and see my grandma, havent been over there since school started im sure she misses me and is lonely... i have to go in the morning then rush back for choir but then i have to deal with my mom being pissed or giving attitude that im going over and stuff. haiz. my life is so tiring. then sunday is the xian chang. maaaaaaan. then have to rush all hmk and notes and stuff. sickening boh!
wah then tuesday have to lug laptop everywhere coz suja thomas wants us to bring it for lecture... man, its like... carrying that thing during peak hour in the morning is already not safe, then carrying it around when we're filming our locvdp project... shit sia i forgot all abt the laptop till now i remember... shit. haiz.
yeah then....
i dunno. shall give a shout out to all my classmates, lemme name all of them tho none of them know abt my blog coz i didnt tell them coz there's no point coz i dont write in it... hmm derek harie jonathan melvin terence jianqi penny mabel dawn joanna shalini sylvia wendy cynthia xiao han farhana ya-wen amanda, to people i havent really been in contact with like dellia daniel guohao elena tiffany amanda terence JX gabriel ben, to those members of lakota that i miss like minwen jasmine aka tan lei zhiyi kim koon mehmeh junwei, to other misc people that i know from some way or another haha, my dear fiz hahahaha ok dont let him see this and reza and desmond whom i dont know well at all.
yah ok shant say more. tired. peace yo and dorcas out.