oh gosh i am so burnt from filming the narrative video... 5 long hours in the hot scorching sun and i didnt sit down for more than 5 minutes at one time, who asked me to be director slash camerawoman sia... not that i minded in fact i had some fun but mainly i did it for the experience, and coz i would look stupid in front of the camera instead of behind it... then i was carrying a total of 15kg worth of stuff, 3kg give or take was the laptop on my back, 5kg or so was the huge camera bag on my left shoulder, and the rest was the silver casket in which the monitor and cables sat comfortably while we struggled up and down stairs and stuff with it... two people had to split the weight of that one. its so sian diao. haha. well hope the finished product is a really good one. GOOD JOB TO ALL MY DARLING PEOPLES, THE WONDERFUL YOUNG AND VIBRANT DDPFM [DORCAS DAWN PENNY FARHANA MELVIN] WE TOTALLY ROOOLZ! whatever i am being so lame.
yeah but then today its like... felt kinda sad coz... well, this guy erm.. i need to give him a name sia so he cant be recognized... like... ok shall call him ZZ, so ZZ and i met each other but today he didnt even say a thing to me... he just walked past without a hi or bye, and after that i didnt see him anymore for the day, and i wont see him tmr or thursday, friday neither! shit! so in a week i only see him 2 days. who knows how much time he spends with those girls, esp the poseurs with the bloody caps and the mini skirts. why the hell does he have to be close to them, of all people. sigh. my impression of him has become from great to good, and is slowly going down the scale... sometimes this impression changes but for as long as he doesnt meet the standard, it is going down.
oh well. not gonna see much of t105 for the rest of this week... eh no tmr and friday i will see them, yeah. ok. friday i shall wear something nice. just to pamper myself. humph. after the unglam and draining day today.
ZZ's bdae is coming soon. i wanna buy him sth but its gonna be hard man. for one thing i dunno what he likes at all. or what he doesnt like. i dunno his size so i cant really buy him clothes. never seen him wear a shirt, but he looks fine in everything he wears. in fact he'd look funny in a shirt. lol. too bad for me liking guys who wear shirts. then what could i buy him. so limited. hmm. he wants to take me clubbing next year on my birthday hahahaha, um.. no thanks, i dont like booze and smoke. just doesnt work for me. the dancing does tho :) he said if i dont like we could go for movie or dinner "unless you have plans already or get a bf by then" hahaha. how cute. ZZ you be my bf lah. then everyday i'll stick to you like glue. lol. yeah maybe i'll hold him to the clubbing thing. i am SO not interested in smoke and drink. to say this in french, je n'aime pas les cigarettes lol. did i get that right, i cant recall now.
crap i have to do my specom hmk, if not i'll be late in handing up. im so tired how to do now!! argh no choice. tmr got tennis sia wah laus gonna get MORe burnt, no wait i cant get more burnt already anyway. argh tmr got sab presentation sian diaoz!! better score high marks!! kk, rushing off to do specom ciao!!! au revoir! salut!