how about i start with last night.
see previous entry. was damn damn damn pissed.
scolded f all the way.
questioned God and cried like i haven't done in a long long time.
in the end tired myself out to sleep, because today got medisoc and locvdp.
today.
nothing big. medisoc was interesting. i actually like this module if only it wasn't so hard to score.
everyone's gracom project looks great. mine sux in comparison. they went for laser printing and everything. cost a lot. hope kok kee dont just look at the colour nice then give them good grade then i print from home gimme lousy grade. wont right?
then ok lor. got daniel to come out and pei me, since no one else available. just didnt want to come home and face father lah. sianz of parents.
broke down and cried in the train... was talking about my grandma then i just got overwhelmed by all the sadness and anger i've been facing these few days due to all those reasons...
was not very glam i suppose, i know got people looking at me.
didn't care lah. was sad what, already start to cry, what could i do.
was not very glam i suppose, i know got people looking at me.
didn't care lah. was sad what, already start to cry, what could i do.
first time cried that much on a train. yeah. sorry daniel if it was awkward for you to be sitting beside me.
managed to stop crying and look up before reaching woodlands.
ate a late lunch at mac then walked around. tried all the rings in the shop. love love love the things there. really do.
bought a ring for min wen, sadly cant find back the one i have since she likes that one. well hope she likes this one.
went to popular, got 2 pens. yay. thanks.
sadly the purple bear i wanted from long ago is no longer there. never mind. waste money anyway.
popped into a lot of shops and checked out all the stuff. bought nothing though.
managed to stop crying and look up before reaching woodlands.
ate a late lunch at mac then walked around. tried all the rings in the shop. love love love the things there. really do.
bought a ring for min wen, sadly cant find back the one i have since she likes that one. well hope she likes this one.
went to popular, got 2 pens. yay. thanks.
sadly the purple bear i wanted from long ago is no longer there. never mind. waste money anyway.
popped into a lot of shops and checked out all the stuff. bought nothing though.
went to metro. saw a lot of clothes there i like. some pieces are really really nice.
went through the toy section. nothing too fascinating, mostly alright.
bought some studs later when we were leaving woodlands. expensive sigh. i hate to spend any more money. none to spend. i have $1 right now and that's it.
come home. find yet another stupid person sent registered mail to my house. the last thing i want is for anyone to send registered mail because my father will get it and then know i have mail.
braced myself for their return.
what a silent, awkward, unhappy, cold dinner we just had.
no one spoke, only a few sentences of small talk, i said nothing the whole dinner.
they were trying not to bring up anything, and trying to pretend things were normal.
i know they know i had more mail today.
i know they aren't happy about it.
maybe they have some agreement not to mention it. maybe they just don't want a replay of last night's ugly arguement scene.
i feel like they have an agreement.
smart move.
i've heard enough from them to last me the next week. please.
shut up.
stay out of my way.
let me be.
that's the best you can do for me right now.
hafiz is not online. i would really like to talk to him about something.
tomorrow i'm bringing yi le is present. hope he likes it.
tomorrow i have to collect fiz's present.
going to be busy tomorrow.
and i am so tired now.
i wish i wasn't going to school tomorrow.
wei chin and the editing machine. both have common goals:
1. to put me to sleep
2. to cause me more confusion
3. and stress
4. to drain whatever energy i managed to recharge myself after the lousy night's sleep.
nice, isn't it.
and my stress level for the next week is going to shoot sky high.
media updates. impromptu speech. french test. editing narrative video. starting to plan assessed project one locvdp, if there's time for my group to do so. planning of debate, my group.
dont think i'll be granted my thursday this week.
went through the toy section. nothing too fascinating, mostly alright.
bought some studs later when we were leaving woodlands. expensive sigh. i hate to spend any more money. none to spend. i have $1 right now and that's it.
come home. find yet another stupid person sent registered mail to my house. the last thing i want is for anyone to send registered mail because my father will get it and then know i have mail.
braced myself for their return.
what a silent, awkward, unhappy, cold dinner we just had.
no one spoke, only a few sentences of small talk, i said nothing the whole dinner.
they were trying not to bring up anything, and trying to pretend things were normal.
i know they know i had more mail today.
i know they aren't happy about it.
maybe they have some agreement not to mention it. maybe they just don't want a replay of last night's ugly arguement scene.
i feel like they have an agreement.
smart move.
i've heard enough from them to last me the next week. please.
shut up.
stay out of my way.
let me be.
that's the best you can do for me right now.
hafiz is not online. i would really like to talk to him about something.
tomorrow i'm bringing yi le is present. hope he likes it.
tomorrow i have to collect fiz's present.
going to be busy tomorrow.
and i am so tired now.
i wish i wasn't going to school tomorrow.
wei chin and the editing machine. both have common goals:
1. to put me to sleep
2. to cause me more confusion
3. and stress
4. to drain whatever energy i managed to recharge myself after the lousy night's sleep.
nice, isn't it.
and my stress level for the next week is going to shoot sky high.
media updates. impromptu speech. french test. editing narrative video. starting to plan assessed project one locvdp, if there's time for my group to do so. planning of debate, my group.
dont think i'll be granted my thursday this week.
really tired now. think i need to sleep.
tomorrow wearing my new clothes. just to make myself happy.
oh yeah.
tomorrow wearing my new clothes. just to make myself happy.
oh yeah.
fairfield go to hell lah.
you think you very big now ah, ostracizing my class from founder's day dinner.
what do you mean no more tables, no more tickets.
where got people plan a graduation dinner and not expect more to show up.
hello, it's out grad too, and we want to see our friends too.
we may not be the smartest or best class but you don't have a right to refuse us tables.
cram 2 more in there. there is space. you're just not willing to do it.
doesnt matter. appreciate the rest.
also, maybe i'll just get my 4F to go out for something, dinner, or whatever.
thanks a lot for not helping, fairfield.
can you believe not getting to attend your own grad.
ah whatever. don't have to feel inferior to the beauties [pukez] on that night.
ahaha sorry to any beauty who is reading this. i don't mean you specifically.
that's it. i'm tired. tomorrow there's school.
goodnight.
peace yo. dorcas, out.
you think you very big now ah, ostracizing my class from founder's day dinner.
what do you mean no more tables, no more tickets.
where got people plan a graduation dinner and not expect more to show up.
hello, it's out grad too, and we want to see our friends too.
we may not be the smartest or best class but you don't have a right to refuse us tables.
cram 2 more in there. there is space. you're just not willing to do it.
doesnt matter. appreciate the rest.
also, maybe i'll just get my 4F to go out for something, dinner, or whatever.
thanks a lot for not helping, fairfield.
can you believe not getting to attend your own grad.
ah whatever. don't have to feel inferior to the beauties [pukez] on that night.
ahaha sorry to any beauty who is reading this. i don't mean you specifically.
that's it. i'm tired. tomorrow there's school.
goodnight.
peace yo. dorcas, out.