Entry: purest of pain Sunday, August 08, 2004



well
there isnt really a reason for my title. just feels like it says something i wont be saying here.

finally got to give yile his bdae present today. wonder what he thinks about it. maybe he's really too macho man to like the bear i gave him. oh no. haha. heck. met him on the train today, so we walked into the choir room together and they were like, eehh.... haha. i mean they were thinking that not saying it. just now i was replaying our conversation in the train and i realize we were on different wavelengths, as usual! he said, you tie your hair i cannot recognize you. i heard dye your hair, so i said its been lidat for very long already what. then the convo sort went on a little while more abt my hair, with both of us thinking different things haha. damn we're always like so blur with each other. just now tiffany asked me to wear a J, for jireh. haha. hey dont gimme ideas, i just might lor....
today i was tired the whoe day wonder why hmm. and now here i am again at this unearthly hour, blogging. sianz. donno what to blog about.
next sunday xian chang!! grrr only knew abt it today. really must make more effort to learn the song by sat if not im gone liao... such a nice song i dont wanna screw it up on stage...
wow its so quiet.
nobody come and chat with me tonight. win already lor.
oh by the way the cool thing is i found a long lost friend from my pri school days, its really really cool and surprising, i didnt even remember her but she remembered me, which is absolutely, wow. haha. she was my friend back then, i remember so, but i always have a hazy memory, well, something was not quite right with her, if im not wrong, people didnt like her much, i cant remember why, maybe she was kinda bossy or smarty-pants or something know? or bitchy? i really forgot. but now she shd be alright. and the darndest thing EVER is that she's the wendy that guang yang told me he likes, and i didnt even know i knew her! and she found me thru him. AND also me and wendy both know simon hahaha. she's in bit. she just told me that guang yang actually went up and introduced himself and asked for her number sia. he's got weird taste man. but then, im still quite glad its her. at least i know her. and i can like... talk to her abt him... its just cool. we hope to meet up when there's time, maybe in canteen 1 or something. hope can lor. hope to meet jie ying too!! another old fren, used to be from my clique. there were i think 4 of us? me jie ying yit shan and lixian. no wendy wasnt part of it. oh and there was shirleen/shirlyn. i forget the actually spelling. or is it shireen? hmmmmm. oh just to clear any doubts, they're not from fmps one... from somewhere else... yah.
shit dammit i think my mom just came out of her room means she saw my light on means im still awake means she's gonna kp me like hell once again, when she gets the chance to. shit lah. cant i have some privacy and peace of mind while im at it...
well. this weekend got a lot of work to do. after copying my notes i still have to do gracom project and debate research. jialat sia. think my brains will blow. when i stop aching i will go and run again.
sigh tired lah back really hurts from the way im sitting... time's up, 2 am already. going to sleep. tmr's church cannot pon. shit lah, really very tired man.
there must have been more i wanted to say if not i wouldnt have come and blogged, but i cant remember anything more. oh..... OH.. now i remember.. but not to be blogged here one... shat.
k lor nvm dont blog liao. damn tired, breaking down now. the end of this short entry.
wah damn my leg went numb coz i put my lappie on it... now change leg and this one going numb asap...
peace yo.
dorcas out.

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