Entry: another day Thursday, August 12, 2004



I BECOME SO NUMB I CAN FEEL YOU THERE... ALL I WANT TO DO IS BE MORE LIKE ME AND BE LESS LIKE YOU!!!

well. today i am here to chiong tomorrow's debate and storyboard.... sigh.
ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE... COME ON COME ON...
i think there's some shit wrong with the connection today.... it keeps dc-ing and getting reset and stuff... quite irritating but it reconnects quite fast so still bearable i guess.... but i hope it stops coz its like damn irritating to see the thing pop up and tell me there's no connection one min then next min connection excellent...
damn there it went again...
but i love to bring my laptop out in public (and again..) coz its like damn cool and i see people looking at me in a different light hohoho... poser...
and then i love thursdays most of the time (AND again...) my mood is different as day and night whether or not im in school....
IT'S MY LIFE, DON'T YOU FORGET!!
ok finally im done eating and can type this continuously... whats sickening is that i found the power point in this mac.... so i dont have to worry abt battery at all.... but like i have been saying the connection is seriously piss offish today. i think if i were to count, since i connected till now, it has dc-ed and reconnected abt 15 times in all. and i think if i sign into msn, it dc even faster. seems like everyone tries to put firewalls or something to stop msn. oh there went the connection AGAIN. wonder if they're doing it on purpose..
anyway, yeah im starting to freeze to death... didnt bring sweater... thought i could last it out but apparently im weaker today than normal since i just recovered from my bad bad flu from yday. AND AGAIN. bloody connection!!
yeah so anyway. today gonna be alone, no daniel no gabriel here with me lalalalaaaaaa...
hope i get to eat dinner out later. dont feel like having to rush home.
what do you guys think of singapore idol? i think it sux. no one is really that good, there are a few alright ones but the others are all simply trying too hard to be the next will hung... cant people see that william is only famous because america made him, a chinese guy, into a big bloody fool? put it this way, do you wanna be the next chinese fool?? YES apparently, for guys like steven lim, lemon tree idiot and that guy who sang without volume.... and what was up with banana man?? he just shouldnt have done the whole mask thing. want to make a fool of himself (i mean, u can tell right by the choice of song) but dare not show his face. sigh.... why are singaporeans like that. grow up lah... please. dont let other people say we are such childish people, laughing at lameness and striving so hard to be lousy instead of good... and the thing about the judges is that they seem to prefer those not-very-singaporean contestants to the true blue singaporeans... hello this is singapore idol... at least try to not discrimanate the singaporeans... stop picking those with the eurasian look or the accent... even though they sound nicer when they speak, or they look better... the only time i was impressed with the judges was when that malay girl got in... it was true, she had nothing but her voice, i mean, she doesnt exactly look like much of a star, she dont have the perfect body at all or the perfect face... but i felt she was a good one, and tim really glad they let her in, if not i would be truly disappointed with the judges... even then, they had her sing again to prove herself... yeah i admit she screwed up the high note, but guess you cant blame her, she knew she was only gonna get in based on her voice and the pressure was great enough.
shit my fingers are almost all numb again... HATE the screwed connection today... sigh ok shall end here for now.. peace yo, dorcas, out.

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