first i think my debate is like shit. really. i dont know what in hell suja will say tomorrow.
second, connection at mac went crazy. i think there's a virus in their connection, coz it showed on my comp. when i come home it doesnt say there's virus anymore. but now everything i open lags by a few full minutes. some things keep not responding. sickening.
third, come back see someone's nick telling me to leave him alone, donno what about my A1 and whatever, sia lah once out of school the O level grade means Nothing at all, what does he know all he likes to think is oh how pathetic i am cant do anything i am so lousy no need to try anymore... so much worse than me at least i bucked up and chionged the week before O levels, and i did something to help myself like go and get tuition, he just sits there on his ass feeling sorry for himself and when people like me go and love him a bit and care and encourage him, he says yeah i'll try, i hope so, i hope i can do well, sigh sigh sigh, then in the end does nothing about it. and he comes round and asks me to leave him alone coz i got some grade in my exam last year which i dont even know how i came to get other than God's blessing... what the hell sia just go and rot and die if you want. i already have no energy to live my own life, i cant help you live yours anymore. if yo udont appreciate your friends, esp me and i say so coz i really really care about you and im always worried about you and im not encouraging you because i got good grades, i never even mentioned my grades once to you, and you're like using it against me... fug off lah. wah lau how hurting can you be sia. you went and liked her and still like her not enough, even as a friend you must disappoint me. wah lau i cannot be bothered liao lah.
fourth, ask dad to fix the photo printer for me to print gracom project, he show me face colour, say until so buay song, say later he sleep already then i wake him up again. hello? you sleep meh? you havent even go into ur room until now, thats why i asked u just now. and hello, its a GRACOM project, it MATTERS know, im not trying to 'waste your time' im not asking u to fix the printer coz i wanna play or what can... who ask u to be the only one who knows how to do whatever u did to all those cables and wires everywhere, later i touch one thing and everything crash again then u also kp me, ask u to do u also kp me, then what u want sia... fug man. damn pissed today.
haha. my hokkien damn lan sia... buay hiao kong at all... ask daniel to speak to me in hokkien. i can understand but i cannot reply coz i always forget all the common words... damn.
well, ending blog here. third entry of the day. all 3 are such pissed off entries. k ciao.
dorcas