it sucked.
we lost.
we knew from the start.
at least, some of them. they believed we would and we did.
i didnt think we would lose.
that badly.
everyone agreed that we sucked.
melvin told me my group was "really bad."
well. what do you expect.
we didnt meet up at all.
only once, and we argued for a full 1.5 hrs over the first decision.
at least, some of them. they believed we would and we did.
i didnt think we would lose.
that badly.
everyone agreed that we sucked.
melvin told me my group was "really bad."
well. what do you expect.
we didnt meet up at all.
only once, and we argued for a full 1.5 hrs over the first decision.
dont think i should blame anyone.
although no one seemed to really take it seriously and bother to put in much effort, other than last minute effort, i dont really want to point fingers.
wish i had been more organized on my part.
wish i didnt screw up the bloody rebuttal part. i had strong points of rebuttal.
never mind.
sylvia didnt come back to school for french. she said she would but in the end didnt.
french class slightly less people today.
proud of my score for last week's french test.
36/40. topped my class. everyone's envious. hoho.
scored 19/20 for written and 17/20 for oral.
good job dorcas *pats self on back*
thanks melvin, for giving me the house of flying daggers notepad. i want the i robot one, give me also lor. haha.
i REALLY appreciate you being willing to take me to the hoobastank thing tomorrow.
it's like the nicest thing anyone from poly has done so far.
even though im not a huge fan of hoobastank, i basically like them.
and whatever it is, getting to meet celebs is still great.
i really really hope i can go.
just for the heck of it.
sigh but sunday i have xian chang.
if i go to sentosa tmr i will have to miss choir practially altogether.
and then sunday i have to be able to sing.
somehow i just dont feel confident about it. and i dont feel good about not practising and giving it my best.
i feel bad that i treat this little way of serving God, so lightly.
but i'll never get another chance to go to something like that.
hope things will work out.
i think i should be more firm and more decisive.
i think i shouldn't always be so mixed.
i should learn to stick by what i know is the right thing to do, and be less swayed by anything else.
somehow its very difficult.
anything i think i need to end here.
maybe i should take a crash course on hoobastank or else i'll look like such an ass if i get to go tomorrow.
haha.
peace yo. out.
wish i didnt screw up the bloody rebuttal part. i had strong points of rebuttal.
never mind.
sylvia didnt come back to school for french. she said she would but in the end didnt.
french class slightly less people today.
proud of my score for last week's french test.
36/40. topped my class. everyone's envious. hoho.
scored 19/20 for written and 17/20 for oral.
good job dorcas *pats self on back*
thanks melvin, for giving me the house of flying daggers notepad. i want the i robot one, give me also lor. haha.
i REALLY appreciate you being willing to take me to the hoobastank thing tomorrow.
it's like the nicest thing anyone from poly has done so far.
even though im not a huge fan of hoobastank, i basically like them.
and whatever it is, getting to meet celebs is still great.
i really really hope i can go.
just for the heck of it.
sigh but sunday i have xian chang.
if i go to sentosa tmr i will have to miss choir practially altogether.
and then sunday i have to be able to sing.
somehow i just dont feel confident about it. and i dont feel good about not practising and giving it my best.
i feel bad that i treat this little way of serving God, so lightly.
but i'll never get another chance to go to something like that.
hope things will work out.
i think i should be more firm and more decisive.
i think i shouldn't always be so mixed.
i should learn to stick by what i know is the right thing to do, and be less swayed by anything else.
somehow its very difficult.
anything i think i need to end here.
maybe i should take a crash course on hoobastank or else i'll look like such an ass if i get to go tomorrow.
haha.
peace yo. out.